Mom life

I tweet daily about everything my child does. I'm gonna start posting it here cause I'm pretty sure my followers don't care. 

He's just so wonderful I feel the need to tell the world :) 

He is 7 months old & just started crawling, as well as just got his third tooth. Time is flying & I'm trying to enjoy every single second ! 

Stupid Girl

I'm tired of people telling me what I deserve. If I deserve it, why hasn't it happened yet ?

I also don't think I deserve all the things they say I do.

Why did I have to get myself so confused. I was doing completely fine on my own, then I had to go & like a boy again.

Stupid girl.

Basically just making my life more unbelievably complicated than I should.

I need to be alone forever until I get my shit together.

I should not drag a completely wonderful, kind person into this hot mess that is my life.

Fuck.

Evil.

I've recently found out that I'm pregnant, and along with the excitement of this news I've discovered that I absolutely cannot stand anyone. At all. The only person I want to see is an hour away and will probably punch me in the face and then give me the attention and vent session and sense that I need.

I really should not be allowed around people.

But, we find out if it's a boy or a girl tomorrow :):):)

This is also the first time the Internet has heard this news.

ohhh life.

This summer flew by, I don't know how it happened.

I must have missed it while I was working full time & not having a life.

kill me.

i think i miss BK a little today, it's hard to lose your best friend, we talk sometimes .. but it always ends up in an argument. he used to be the only one there for me so it's hard to not go to him with the big stuff going on in life right now "/ also i was looking at pictures since i'm moving my bedroom so i could just be being nostalgic. why must things be so confusing.

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no idea what my problem is today . i'm feeling evil for no real reason. well, i have a few reasons but i'm just being a drama queen as usuallll . i so wish i could have a summer, it's depressing me. I want summer 2007 back, after my senior year . no school, no job, no worriessss. i had money and fun and did not stress. Now, four years later, i have summer classes & a job & in order to do anything fun it will cost me an arm & a leg just to put gas in my car. BOOOOO on this growing up thing. over it .

missing my bestfrienddddd "/

what a day.

so, today is one of those days again .. i quit life for the day.

woke up, ON TIME ! early actually . got ready . started on my way to school (45 minute drive). gas light comes on. bank account negative AGAIN. got lost. don't know how really, thought i was just making a circle cause i had some time to waste & had to figure out how i was going to handle the gas situation. NO i ended up going on a 20 minute adventure complete with panic attack because i thought for sure i was going to break down & nobody would be able to come get me. so, when i finally realize where i am (about 20 minutes from home), it is 9:20, t-minus ten minutes before class. turned myself right around & drove home. i didn't think i was gonna make it & now i've gotta ask my dad for gas money, which is never a good time .. wish me luck !

not to mention, it's the first day of this class .. COOL !

this is the story of my life. i swear.

xoxoxo